Night Owl

The whole family was awake last night. We all went to bed around 11, and tossed and turned. I couldn't sleep. My mind was racing with thoughts of Jessika. With thoughts of school. With thoughts of Megan. I watched Shawshank Redemption on my ipod. Stressed my eyes to see that little screen, but worth it for perhaps the greatest movie ever. I'm considering doing a self-love campaign started by a friend of mine. It is mainly for girls, but some guys like myself deal with the same problems. Imagine having the girl of your dreams constantly tell you what her idea of "hot" is....and that it isn't you.

And Here We Go....

This is not my first blog, and it shall most likely not be my last. I am 17 now. I have had my fair share of hardships. I have been suicidal. I have loved and lost. But I have survived.

This Blog will be the place where i can speak my mind without having it appear on the school's gossip radar.

This blog will be my place to settle my frustrations.

Enjoy.